I am slightly offended.
I just received an invitation to be an ajudicator for the annual debate tomoro. But, just a RESERVED adjudicator. I know there’s no harm on this. There’s nothin wrong with this anyway. And swear, I believe that the person who invited me on such event has a pure intention. But I guess, this invitation was offered at the wrong time. I’m gaining my self confidence for almost a week now. I think I lost myself these few weeks. And worst, I am still hiding in this dark room, thinking that I am so helpless, drained, powerless.
I’ll be there at the debate. And what will happen next? I’ll be sitting beside the law studs. Me, just a reserved one. I feel so small. That invitation really made me feel so small. *closes the light, face covered by blanket, forever stranded at the same room*
Just a reserved one </3