Dont get mad to a guy who promised you something that wasn’t happen. Because at the very beginning you shouldn’t believe those promises, coz both of you doesn’t know what your future will be.
Just enough excitement for a hair make over this coming Disyembre. ♥
I am surprised that there still a local government whose is still straight nowadays. Clean, orderly, and very high class type of public service, that is how the Department of Foreign Affairs rock.
Last Saturday we’ve been at Department of Foreign Affairs, NCR East, for our scheduled appointment. It only takes less than two (2) hours for us to comply with all the transaction/ process in applying for a passport.
Because I am truly surprised from their outstanding public service, I would like to share to you guys the easy way in applying for a passport.
Okay, so let us start with bullets!
The day I asked him about the future, our future, his answer is still fresh in my mind. Everything is not clear to me yet. All I see is blurriness. All I know he’s not sure, he’s not forever. And so starting that day I stop believing on forever. Nothing last forever in this world. And worst, I shut my eyes for loving again.
“So what are our plans after grad?” He only answered shortly, “I don’t know.”
I never asked him again. I know the end is near. He is giving up and I also need to do the same. I need to stop fighting for us. I need to save myself.
One month later, he walked away.
I just let him go. I pretend to smile and be jolly in front of him as he said “Let’s just be friends.”
Three years after, I gave love a chance. Fully trusted that I won’t be wrecked again. Cloud 9, that’s how it goes.
What if I fight before? What if I don’t let him give up and walked away from me?
I want to know what the difference is if I fight for now. Would it be the same as before?
I’m afraid to be hurt repeatedly before so I just said “Yeah, I understand everything, we will be friends. You can now leave and never worry. I’ll be fine.” That was before.
“I want to fight; I don’t know what for but all I know is that I want to fight.” And this is for now.
Before I sleep, I prayed. “I all entrust to You my future. Whoever he is, I wish he’s the one whom You sent for me.” And this is forever.